- the mole princess -

2007-09-02T09:20:00.000+08:00

i m dying.. hardly can breath.
i m very sick n tired of wad she done.
i been tolerating again n again n again.
she call me bitch.
gd game.
who is the bitch there?
i dont wish to say so much.
i wanna start afresh all over again....

i close down my friendster a/c.
no pt having it.
she is the only one viewing it everyday oso.
wad the pt? i c no pt.
i m very tired.
i dont knw if i got any other strenght to continue tis...
or my heart will be able to take it a nt.
it hurts last night, really do.
no word to describe.
it been a while since it last hurts.
all tks to her.

i closing down tis as well. 2nd blog closed.
tis has been with me for the past one yr.
176 posts marked the end...
will there be a chance of blogging? i dont knw.
mayb tml i just set up my private blog? no knws rite...
but guess... i just wan a rest.
mentally, emotionally, physcially.
tks for all the support, tks.
bye peeps. so long shall we meet again...

2007-08-29T11:13:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF.
tks everyone for either celebrations, pressies or the bday greetings n wishes.
i really appreciated it.

firstly... i wanna tks...
JACKY & EDEN

seriously i dont knw y i wanna tks them.
1st, they threaten to throw me in the pool of water beside where we eating.
2nd, both of them are late. eden told me meet 11. 11 i call eden, he at bishan. jacky just end work. make me wait so long.
3rd, they both bully and leak out all my unglam secrets. fyi, george is there as well.
BUT DEN, one take his book out time and one take his rest time to plan this and meet up. really great. it a very advance one. but really very heart-warming to see both of them again. glad george n them can click. u cant imagine we chatted till almost 4am in the morning... LOL.

next to...
DIANA, XING, HUIMING, JOYCE

seriously i dont knw y i must tks them...
1st, they told me to meet 7pm. ms diana sms me at 6plus tell me she going hm after swimming. i was like, can i kill u pls? LOL. but i didnt lar.
2nd, they make me waiting for close to an hr in the restaruant.
3rd, they didnt wanna go club with me. =( [kidding LOL]
BUT DEN, they melt my heart with their cute pressie. n i seriously tks them for all the planning. i didnt do it myself, i m just following instructions. not forgetting the beautiful birthday cake which they smuggle in. tks lots ger. i hope u all enjoy yourself with all the entertain from mr romeno. =)

next...
MUMMY & DADDY
knowing tat my fone got prob, the 1st sugguestion they give is to change a phone. knowing i wanna to change the phone, they fork up the money. went to m1 shop the other day, wanna u600, but no stock. dad asked if i wanna k810i instead. temptated. hence he sign and upgrade my mummy to get the phone. i dont have a 3G sim card. dad was more excited den me, keep asking to change it.
it nice having them around. they r consistency providing me with wad i wan. i really thank them for it, seriously. i love them.

finally....
GEORGE SEAH WEI CHONG A.K.A MR BF
the person tat joined my frens for chatting session till 4am. the one tat joins my girls celebrations in silence. the one tat is always there to fetch me after work everyday without fail. ya, he is the one.
he bought me to jack place for dinner and his hm for cake cermony. he ganged up with his sis, blindfolded me for close to half an hr, while he trying to find bday song on youtube. he managed to suprise me, with a hello kitty cake. i m touched. in the mth of august, he give me a lot, breakfast in the morning when i stay over, my guess watch, kitty bear.... really gateful. nv once regret having him as my bf. the most regret thing y did i realise it earlier. tks baby for everything. i knw u will be reading tis, really tks. i love u.

lastly to...
SIMIN, MERVIN, REGINA, FAREHA, TINI, LIFANG, JIAYAN, WEILUN, ANGELA and rest for all the birthday wishes. sry if i miss out anyone, short minded cant blame.
tis post is just my gateful-ness to everyone. photos will post more on the next post if i m free okies?

2007-08-27T09:20:00.000+08:00

will post update of birthday soon.
tks everyone tat happen to be part of it.
mayb visit diana blog to view one of the celebrations.
will update after tml.

sry for the empty-ness here...

2007-08-21T13:20:00.000+08:00

haven been blogging. tired.
pr2 yesterday. stress the word.
but m glad everything is over lar.
tis sem is a sure pass. but start to worry abt next.

we reach 3 mths of our story.
i hope and i guess there will be more to come.
frens tat seen u asking me to cherish u.
they say u r a nice guy.
i wun admit tat fact, cos it true.
it just a short 3 mths n u proven everything to me.
although i might still say her name, still distrub u with it,
but in my heart i knw u love me wholeheartedly,
just like i do to u.
-i love u george-

2007-08-17T09:51:00.001+08:00

i m bz.
project ~~dead~~ date due is like!

being a teacher is nt a easy task.
required lot of patience.
something which i m lacking.
seriously tough job.
but the most easy way to earn money, i must say.

things happening one after another.
i dont knw hw to cope.
i wish to remain strong.
i think i can.
but i knw there is always a pillar behind me to let me lean one.
glad mummy accepted him. =)
i hope everything will go well...

2007-08-13T09:54:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 21ST ANGELA!!
hope u enjoy ur birthday celebrations.
will pass pressie to u this wk, hope u will like it.
i knw u will like it.
=)

wkends is passing faster n faster with a breeze.
with seah weichong beside me tat y.
his new job in office hrs is definately great.
more time to be each other.
i must seriously mention,
his advance birthday surprise definately touch me.
couple ring, and home-made breakfast.
n yes, i teared.
not cos the breakfast dont taste gd.
but cos no one had made breakfast for me tis way.
no one touched me tat way, seriously.
cheese hotdog cant compared to the breakfast.
french toast, pancake, hotdog, bacon, breakfast ham.
tks baby. i love u. =)

pardon me for the mushy stuffs written above.
yeah, counting down like 15 days to my birthday.
i bet huiming, xing, joyce r already welcome-ing me to the 20's grp happily.
a few gd fren asking hw m i celebrating.
but sad to disappoint them.
this yr i m nt going to do any celebration.
but if u wish to, u may wish to plan it yourself and let me know the time, date n location.
too lazy n tired to think of location and all already.
and ya, i wanna mention abt EDEN.

i am seriously very touched by him.
thru not knowing him for very long.
prehaps less den half an yr? or slightly more then tat.
he appeared during my bday celebration last yr.
appeared early, book tables for me, disturbing me as usual.
tis yr....
he planned for me n jacky.
invite other ppl like serene andy leonard.
doing everything.
THANKS is all the words i cld say.
despite not knwing him long, and he is doing all tis for me.
eden, if u r reading this:
i m really glad to be ur fren.
helping me thru my a/cing project.
planning my birthday celebration.
u nv fail to be there with jacky.
is always u tat make me u n jacky gather together,
with bonds will cling together.
will nv forget hw u n jacky smuggle me into the gents,
while i n afraid to go ladies.
seriously u r great.
tks for being my fren.

2007-08-10T10:31:00.000+08:00

will nt blog as often now.
heart breaks is nt easy to mend.

u said tat he hurt u n u teared.
but do u knw u hurt me a lot too?
the hurt was too much till i cld no longer hold my tears.

these few days was just concentrating on project.
but mostly was nua-ing onli. si bei tired. tat y.
had an advance birthday celebration by boss n manager.
but they r going to have one for me too!!
omg. like i m stealing fareha limelight.
told her. but she like the tot of celebrating together.
pics nt send to me yet.
will post in up when i get it n when i m free.

2007-08-06T11:43:00.000+08:00

i make myself too busy in the past and this is the outcome.
i knw it all long.
i shld be able to take it.
but i cant.

i felt so much for tearing but i knw i shld nt.
for cos i m stronger den ever.
tears dont meant anything at all.
after this i will be stronger!

i really hate life to be like tat.
i really hate it. i hate my family. i hate everything.
for fuck i study when i cant be afford it.
for fuck i go on holiday when i dont even have money.
for fuck i strive so hard n my bank is still so empty.
for fuck i do tis n do tat.
damn it.

dont bother abt me.
just let me pour in. george is nt available to tok at the moment.
i really hope tears dont fall, it wun fall.
for i m stronger den yest!

2007-08-06T11:00:00.000+08:00

well. hectic.
pr2 is coming.
if u r guess wad is pr2, dont ask me. i cant explain.
let just explain tat it is a day to show our presentation.
i had pr1 a few mths back. n nw pr2.
but pr2 is more stress. due to it must show 90% of our final work.
tat explain the rushing of project nw.

so yah, these few days is just work, interview and all.
sat i have an interview at some agent thing for sk2 beauty consultant.
will be going for sk2 interview at hq tis wk.
beauty line is still my interest. really hope i m able to get in lar.

yest celebrate joyce birthday.
give her the biggest surprise. she teared lar.
was at suntec n xin wang. den bi came to fetch me after he end work.

today is bi 1st day of new job. n is oso my 1st day of being a tutor.
will be having my 1st tuition tis evening at 7.30pm.
thru is just a pri sch kid, but i cant help to feel scare.
but will just jia you and all.
bi~ we must continue to work hard, save hard for both our trips n our future! love u!

i guess sth happen last night which i didnt happen to be online.
i was informed of this just onli. so yah.
i guess disappointed is the word to use after reading the blogs.
wad does terms like, 'frens' 'bestie' used at?
do anyone do really knw the meaning behind it?

2007-08-05T10:47:00.001+08:00

i been shagging my ass out!!
tired tired tired.
blog details on tues when i m free.

2007-08-03T09:25:00.001+08:00

i strongly believe tat is u n ur gd fren next door type tat.
i might be wrong.
i believe u will be reading tis as well.
den again, i might be wrong.
but den IF u r reading, this is specially decidated to u.
u knw who u r. i hope i no need to stated names so clearly in my blog.
so yah, do read the following lines clearly with ur eyes wide enuff.

if u wish to tok abt pivacy n respect, i guess i suggest u to go n learn abt it 1st. does looking at my friendster so many times in a mth means u r nt invading into my pivacy? u dont come tell me craps tat u nv lar den wad lar.
1stly, if u nv, hw cld my view increase so much in a mth? i had 700 views last mth. but den i might be wrong on this point.
ok, 2ndly, if u nv view my profile, hw cld u knw wad m i typing in my shoutout? u dont come bullshit to me, tell me wad ur shoutout dont meant me.
come on lar, i nt born yest, nor a 3 yr old kid. even my deaf recipients c it, they also cld tell lor. u think i so easy to bluff n cheat is it? everything is so obvious.

seriously, u dont come come tell me or tell george tat LYNNIE IS FEELING INSECURE. hellos?!! wad for do i need to doubt george on u tell me? wad make me feel so insecure abt george? george is the best guy tat i found on this earth, there is nth that cld beat me in trusting him n loving him more. tis none of george problem okie, pls. is ur problem lor. i not scare of george leaving, cos i knw he wun. more i m scare of, is u going crazy. i will nv knw wad a crazy dog will do. but den, y do i need to be scare of u? i got george all to me already, nth can break us apart, EVEN INCLUDING U!!

u n him is all over already. memories has been dumped into rubbish bin. seriously, u got no right to kpkb here at all. cos is u tat give up, lie, two-timed. we dont knw hw much lies or hw much things u have hidden or hw many unfaithful things u have done, only u knw it urself. is u ownself tat broke the trust n all, u seriously got no right to tok so much nw. SERIOUSLY.

u can jolly well ask the whole cherry mobile to look at my blog, i wun care. cos i felt tat i m nt in the wrong. words meants a few million meanings, is just u tat wun understand. wad the pt of sending me msg asking me to clarify things, whereas u r lying to me. no pt. i nt blind nor deaf. i m nt tat young for u to cheat on. is u tat wun understand the situation. not happy, we can settle it face to face. u dont give me all these fuck shit.

2007-08-01T09:31:00.000+08:00

oh ya, i forget to mention this last night.
me n bi was at vivo last night and i wanna get vinco donuts.
we walk pass it.
since we r hungry we went for dinner 1st.
when we r done with dinnner, appox 8.30, we walk back to find vinco donuts.
n u knw wad?
VINCO DONUTS CLOSE ALREADY!!!!
argh. there go my donuts.... =(

2007-08-01T00:03:00.000+08:00

"I am beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring me down
I am beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring me down Ohh, nooo
So don't you bring me down today"

quite shag for these few days.
nth much to blog abt either.
had tons of fun with bi ard me.
east coast, bedok jetty, sentosa.
sun-kissed nw.
a great THANKS to bi for bring me to everywhere i requested.

ya, aug is gonna be a hectic mth.
marketing plan due, birthdays, new job.
so yah, i prob will nt blog as often like nw.
do still tag n visit.
prehaps i can add one pic for a post everyday?

2007-07-27T13:56:00.000+08:00

super boring in office.
is me that open the door today. LOL.
tini is not office today. tis wk she got 3 offs.
shiokz.
nvm nvm. mine is just next wk n next mth.
more to come.
=p.

thinking of my birthday really scares me!
it counting like one mth n one day more.
times really files n i been thru like 20 yrs already.
wad do i learn den?
well..... i learn to be stronger n stronger each day.
tears mean nth at all. i dont tear as often nw.
i guess, temper changes too.
well, people do change. same to me too!
change to be a better lynnie.

thinking next yr when i m reaching 21st! cant help to feel scare as well.
21st lehs... is such a significant digital which make everyone scare.
no doubt feeling older, as well as feeling nth is accomplished.
LOL. counting down one yr one mth n one day to it. LOL.
so yeah... i have started planning. i wanna be a much useful lynnie!!
during this one yr one mth n one day, mission to completed:
- get my driving license.
tis been dragging for far too long already.
- get my diploma.
next sem impt. will work hard de!! jia you.
2 goals. but seems to so far....
if possible, hope i able to get car! but quite hard lar.
lynnie does nt shop as often nw. it been 1 mth plus ever since i get sth new for myself.
a great start. must continue to work hard.

tis yr bday.....
still clueless of wad to do nia.
might be dropping off the idea of celebrating once again.
diana, i m oso indecsive at times one ok? LOL.
any one got any ideas to contribute?
or anyone willingly to plan it for me n give me surprises? LOL.

i think i m going back to slp.
since office got no ppl
k lar. ciaos ppl. c ya.

p/s: i hope i really scare off my guests u knw. cos they dont seem to be responding nw. n i m seriously waiting u knw. i miss u!! faster reply bah.

2007-07-26T09:06:00.000+08:00

wow!!
i didnt knw my blog cld be so popular.

tks 'chio buz' n 'a pretty ger' for the tag.
really tks.
i really got no idea i do have thick lips, slant mouth, ugly mole.
n not forgetting that i m short n fat as well u see.
i didnt knw i look so 'monster-ish'. LOL.
i must scare the shit out of both of u.
eh wait wait. or is it just the same person?
due to the same ip add. hahhaa.

tks peeps n bf tat tagged.
george, ur tag is making me laugh. but it really touch me tat u care. love u bi. they r worst off den eveline, in terms of english. hahaha. we shld get eveline to educate them more!! lol.
diana, i didnt knw tat i was tat hot!! is hot in terms of sexy or the weather too hot?! lol. i understand wad u mean lar. i love u kae, bestie fren.
angela, i think they will disappoint u lar. they like tagging once or twice den left my tagboard already. kinda sad lar. but no choice lar. lol. i cant make them stay u c. let shall wait for reply den. tks da jie. love u.
minn, zi wo an wei lehs!!! lol. they must be feeling so sad. doing reflection of wad u say. lol. tks sis for the tag. love u k.
lastly, xing, 3 old girl arh? lol. i think tat the reason y their english is lousier den eveline, george sis tat is 11 tis yr.guess parents of them pls teach them doubly hard pls.

so yah, i hope i didnt scare off my guests here.
like for ex: chiobuz, a pretty ger, unknown, no name
i hope to receieve ur replies too. it too entertaining. the tags are always make me laugh till i teared. same go to george as well.
y not lar, since u say i m so ugly, y not we set a time n date for a meet up?
i m pretty interested to c hw pretty u r man!! deal arh?! i knw u steady one.
c'mon agree pls. i m looking forward to ur next tag...
n i think i really need u to enlighten me hw to look more prettier sia!

2007-07-25T10:52:00.000+08:00

shag.
the one n only to describe my mood nw.
no doubt, been going hm after 12am everyday.
shag shag shag.

on monday:
for the 2nd time, i bluff george again.
i said tat i was meeting diana they all at bugis,
but i was actually meeting to bukit batok, westmall to find him.
so yah, LOL.
prata after his work.
home sweet home.

tuesday:
down to bukit batok again.
waited for him to end work.
his hm for dinner and home sweet home.
offically had a ride on his bike with my skirt on!!
no doubt, i fall asleep while he is riding me back.
no gd no gd. too dangerous.
LOL.

i must seriously mention:
wirless at westmall definately suck till the max.
i hardly can connect, prehaps i cld not get connect at all.
so yah, i cld not suft the net, and resulted in doing serious work.
n george is impressed tat i finish up wad i need to pass up next week in just 1 hr time.
LOL. no choice lar.

today i shall be a gd mummy gal n go home for rest.
i m seriously very tired nw in office.
feel like just gluing my butt to the office chair n dont move at all man.
so yah. ciaos.

-[ my life is not just abt a pretty face. i do have my own ability & capability. ]-

2007-07-23T12:49:00.000+08:00

CAN EVENT
event was a successful!!
despite some disrupts in between.

from tis event, definately learn a lot.
the process of planning is definately tedious..
arguements, quarrells, disagreements.
but the fruit of ur own labor is definately sweet.
despite not eating for half of the day,
despite running ard in my i think got 2 inch heels,
despite the overall in-charge is just standing somewhere hiding,
i still feel sweet!!

n the sweetest part..
is of cos my baby tat came to fetch me.
with 2 donuts and my all time fav, ribena!!
tks tks.

the next impt part of my day...
XING BIRTHDAY!!
venue: blue jazz at bali lane
ppl attending: xing (duh!), joyce, huiming, diana, elina, cass, junzhao, chyuan yi, eric, john, me n baby.

i think tis is the greatest xing birthday!
she tear while reading ppl birthday card.
she tear again while we surprise her with the birthday cake.
this is definately enjoyable gathering cum chilling cum birthday session we have.
no words can be describe.
well, no need to say so much.
for further info, pls check diana's blog & xing n joyce blog.
if i m not lazy, shall upload pics later.

currently, a bit too bored in office.
sticking to annie rm n refused to go out.
i heard some noises at the back.
n yah. scary lar. LOL.
2pm faster come pls.
cos got cleaning auntie to company me
LOL.
do work nw.

2007-07-20T17:36:00.000+08:00

nth in mind to blog abt.
totally blank.

feeling too ill nw.
i m feeling fever-ish nw!
damn it.
hope it not pls.
tml is an impt day!
my event & as well as xing bday.
pls pls pls... dont let me get sick!!

2007-07-19T09:21:00.000+08:00

anyone knw wad does the word loser means?
it actually means...
L - lose to someone
0 - opposite of winner
S - suck up to people butt
E - entertain bosses & managers to raise post
R - refuse to admit to his/her own fault

just came up with this when i was on bus tis morn.
was really very pissed with ppl's action yest.
he is den the biggest LOSER in the world n he didnt knw abt it.
prehaps to him he is think he is the WINNER..
ya lar, WINNER in the LOSER game!
i m nt joking.
if his attitude is still so YA YA, ACTION, HAO LIAN,
i guess he will suffer more.
no one will be so stupid to tahan him for 2 years.
FULL 2 YRS OK?
onli bi is able to lo!!
still dare to say ppl loser.
if the situation turn the other way rnd, will he be able to tahan nt?
fcuking loser!

if U happen to read this, U ownself go n reflect & think abt it man.
if today is the other way rnd, bi has taken all ur sales.
hw will u feel?
tis is not a 1,2 days thing pls. it been like 1,2 yrs and he is still tahan-ing u, u knw?
he still treat u as his pal, n wad the fuck u give him?
mayb u think i m bias, siding my own bf.
we do apologise for wad leaving u in shop & wad chatting on the phone.
but seriously lar, if next time u got gf, u better dont let me caught u eating with ur gf & leaving my bi the shop lor.
next time ur gf call & u dont ans at all lor.
if u still think u r not a loser, touch ur heart & think.
what have ppl done for u and wad u done to ppl.
do u think u still got the right to call him a loser?

as usual, if u feel offended/ dont like the post, click on the small red cross button on the right hand side.
still not happy, leave a tag say i sucks den.
but i prefer no comments pls.
i m more den stress n vexed nw!

2007-07-18T11:25:00.000+08:00

flight confrimed!!

bkk trip:
leaving on the 27th of sept n returning on the 1st of oct.
5 days 4 nights.
wow.
i gonna shop till i drop.

phuket trip:
leaving on the 18 mar next yr n returning on the 21st of mar next yr.
4 days 3 night.
this is a trip after my last sem exams n b4 my graduation.
will be relaxing n enjoying!

cant hardly wait for it man.
tks baby for making everything possible for me.
many many tks.

off to do work nw.
blog later.

2007-07-17T08:59:00.000+08:00

guess ppl are selfish, including me as well.
was in the bus tis morning, with my heavy laptop n all.
found a seat, tks god.
the next bus stop, an auntie in her 50's came up n found no seat.
was thinking whether i shld give up my seat nt.
but was un-willingly to stand for the next 5-10 mins of my journey.
but thinking i will dropping off soon, i decide i shld let her take my seat.
when i wanted to do so, this guy siting beside me, offer his seat.
ok. i was pai seh.
i was taking the outer seat n was like sort of refusing to give up my seat.
while he is taking the inner seat and alighting further away den i do.

okie. i admit i m selfish.
not trying to find reason to cover.
but there is so many people in the bus, y did only one guy tat is willingly to let tat auntie take the seat?
doesnt it prove tat all humans are selfish in nature?
wad i say here might be in my own stand, pls do not get offended.
if u dont like wad is being posted here, click on the red cross on the top right hand corner.
furthermore, if u dont like me or the post, u may leave a tag say tat i sucks.
LOL. =)

rem wad go ard come ard...
who knw when i m in my 50's and i m getting on the same bus,
no one give me their seats.
lol. i will nv knw....

2007-07-16T09:22:00.001+08:00

guess was thinking a lot these few days...

i was telling baby hw times files...
aug - my bday
sept - bkk trip
nov - baby bday
mar - phuket trip
apr - MY GRADUATION!!
omg tat was like fast!!!
seriously still no plan of wad to do next sia.
probably will be studying uni. expections for parents.
sians.
wish to do a part time one instead of a full time one.
like tat got times to work n study. still got income coming in.
but mummy like kinda disapprove to it.
seriously lar, dont knw wad she wan.
i dont like being compared to my cousin.
i knw lar, her sis daughter graduated from NUS.
i knw lar, my dad bro daughter now just go in NUS.
but she has to admit tat i cant get in NUS, onli allowed in a private one.
she also has to admit the fact tat we not rich enuff to do a full time course.
i cant afford to take out 10k at a go lor.
y cant she just understand me man?
sians. going home early is nv a gd thing.
LOL.
anyway, was kinda of excited toking abt graduation.
n i insisted baby shld come with my mummy.
well, still got a long way to go.
i hope next sem will be smooth n all things go well.
and eventually really relax n enjoy my phuket trip with my baby.

as for now,
super bored in office.
SHE trying to do everything and den trying to prove her abilites.
well, just let HER be bah. i dont wish to say so much.
at the least, think tat by doing nothing, i wun feel so stress n all.
i dont wish to feel stress, i dont like it as well.
my hair will drop lar. LOL.
n mostly i will be pek chek n all. LOL.
n baby have to 'an wei' me.
tough job rite? LOL.

well, images of cousin been appearing in my mind this few days as well.
kinda miss her. feel regreated as well.
we used to be quite close in my younger days.
but as she proceed on to sec sch education, i seldom c her.
even during new yr, we seldom talk.
no long with the bonds we once shared.
i still rem the last time i saw her was at my uncle funeral.
everyone was looking at hw 'fierce' her bike was.
i admire her. riding a bike is nv a thing for me.
i still rem we sat beside each other for a few hrs throughout the prayers.
feel so much wanting to tok to her.
but didnt bring out the courage.
n who knws after tat...
the next time i heard abt her was a sad news.
i wonder...
if tat day we did talk, will the outcome be still like today?
if tat day we did talk, will everything still remains the same?
sometimes i just felt tat all these is fate lar.
but den again, resigning to fate is not my cup of tea.
but sad to say, there nth i can do, but to sit back n think of him.
looking n past photos remembering her sweetest smiles.
n ya, i miss u linda sis.
hope u r doing fine in up above.

2007-07-15T16:08:00.000+08:00

damn fcuking stress nw lor.
i m so scare to open my gmail nw.
open this morning... 5 new mails..
4 of it is from boss & manager.
wah... faint sia.
no choice, the event is just next week onli.
n i m taking over it nw.
SHE cant show them the proper work,
and boss want me to take over.
was damn stress when boss tok to me with her eyes big lor.
'do u think u can take over this task? if you cant, i can always find another person to do, or i will do it myself'
'this event is very impt to me. i dont wish to have anything go wrong. if there is anything go wrong, i will make sure i come after u, and only u'
wa. stress lor.
she say till like tat, hw m i able to reject her?
plus somemore, this is the best chance to prove my abilities lor.
i must show tat i can do better den HER!!
I MUST WORK DOUBLE HARD FOR THIS WEEK!!
JIA YOU ARH SHINYUN!!
U CAN DO IT!!

2007-07-15T01:51:00.000+08:00

zoo today was fun!!
we visit all the animals in the zoo!!
omg. was really berli berli tired.
reach there abt 1pm n left ard 6pm.
onli one word to describe: FUN!!
all thanks to baby that makes this happen.
well baby..
sorry for complaining so much.
niam n niam n niam... but i really have lots of fun with u ard.
so where shall we visit next? he he he. =)

turning in nw. too tired.
shall update tml again when i have the time.
not forgetting i msut do xing birthday card.
hahahaha.
ciaos.

2007-07-14T09:53:00.000+08:00

somebody thinks he/she is a joker lar.
having fun in my tagboard.
go ahead.
m more den happy & inviting u to tag more den.
i guess i knw who u r already.

anyway, last night to MUSTAFA with baby was great.
my virgin trip. LOL.
always tot tat it was smelly..
but i was wrong!!
wait wait... it was smelly lar. to some extend.
LOL.
bought tidbits... so tat we can eat in the zoo later!!!
zoo in a few hrs times..
cant wait!!
shall blog again when i m in back!!

2007-07-13T10:49:00.000+08:00

going on holiday on march next yr due to cheap tix frm tiger airways!!
hahhaa.
going to book tix real real soon, like today or tml.
cos is a 3 days promotion.
lol.

toking abt holiday...
haven even book my tix for tis sept
n i m toking abt next yr!!!
LOL.
cant wait!
my 1st holiday with mr george.....
gonna have fun, relax and enjoy!!

p/s: i feel so hungry in the office nw... without egg mayo bread. =(

2007-07-12T21:54:00.000+08:00

i guess time n work does drift people apart.
n i guess our friendship is unable to withstand all this.
meet up even make me feel further away from u.
emptiness, slient-ness is filling the backgrnd behind.
on msn, there is no more common topic to talk abt.
we didnt bother to msg each other like we used to.
we once used to be best of the best.
but as times goes, it was always replaced by new people.
do say tat old fren will always be the best?

where did the us tat once have so much to say gone?
where did the us tat used to be so 'rely' on each other?
ans: -gone!

2007-07-12T16:06:00.000+08:00

my egg mayo bread tis morning.

2007-07-12T10:03:00.000+08:00

in office nw.
back to work again
mr bf came to send me to work today.
surprise me with egg mayo bread he prepared.
haven ate it, no appetite.

i still haven re-cover yet.
n i feel that it is like worst now.
i hardly can breath. trying hard lar.
damn shit.
and the best part is.....
I DIDNT GIVE MY INHALER OUT TODAY!!
normally i will bring it along with me when i m not feeling very gd.
so... gd game arh lynn.
hope nth happen!
bless me pls!

2007-07-11T21:19:00.000+08:00

Xing: 9days! says:
wan cheer mi up?
Xing: 9days! says:
make mi a nice card and let us celebrate ur bday with you tis yr!!!
Xing: 9days! says:
its been a long time since we celebrate together lo

cos of this pretty lady...
she made me change my firm n strong decision.
will be celebrating bday tis yr.
angela, i knw u r mocking at me. LOL.
still got like a month more to it...
sugguestion pls!
or does party whole night sound fun to u all?
lol.

and i gonna be very dead.
cos i told her i miss sec sch bday bash,
those throw cakes, flour, water bombs day..
OH SHIT!!!

2007-07-11T11:13:00.000+08:00

mc today!
really cannot tahan anymore..
anyway, was kinda du lan to actually knw tat SHE took over all my tasks on hand!!
damn it.
everyone cld take over. but not her.
definately not her.
damn it.
so angry.

2007-07-10T09:31:00.000+08:00

transformers last night was great!
not a action lover, but the movie glued me to the screen and my butt to the chair.
was wanting to pee so much half way thru the show, but i tahah!!
for the sake of not wanting to miss anything exciting.
LOL.
george was laughing so hard at me.
okies. i m just like a kido. tat nv learn hw to grow up.
=p.

anyway, finally i declare sick today.
my voice change, nose struck, throat sore.
terrible.
in the office nw. going to meet so management ppl of some event locations later.
i wonder hw m i going to tok man!!
die. =(
such a terrible day...
liang teh for me later!!

2007-07-09T16:17:00.000+08:00

do tis kae...

Create your own Friend Test here

2007-07-08T16:38:00.000+08:00

this an mms-ed pic from angela a few days ago.
in case u all cant read the words, it actually said:
no matter up or down. rem i will always be there to share ur happiness & sorrow.
was like kinda touch when i c it.
this few days kinda a lot of things happen & she is there quite a few times for me.
i really hearts her. & thank her for everything tat she has done.
=)

& it does come to my attention that i m leaving some peeps out.
due to george fetching me after i finish gathering with u all.
u all may not say out, but do let me knw if u dont feel gd.
especially those peeps we often go home with.
sometimes i m very in-sensitive to other people feelings,
i need u all to tell me!!
tks.
=)

2007-07-08T12:49:00.000+08:00

meet up with xing, joyce, eric & diana yest.

they bought me to tong shui cafe at upper thomson road,

and the place is like just opp my office onli.

so near~!

food was nice.

n definately seeing peeps tat have not seen for a long time is even greater!!

cant wait till the next outing!

diana lynn joycelyn xing

2007-07-08T02:03:00.000+08:00

06-07-07

the day me n george went to night safari.

journey was fun. had lots of fun & not forgetting scary moments.

but overall was fun.

night safari with loved one definately make it more memorable.

cant wait till next week, we r going to zoo!!

2007-07-05T09:49:00.000+08:00

never be upset!
cos he assure me 101 times that he will be there.
just for me!!!
thanks...

cant wait to go night safari tml!!
love, be prepare to get bitten by some mozzies bah!!
hahaha.

blog shall always be full of happiness stuffs for memories.
unhappy stuffs shall nt be posted.
memories fill will be xing fu n happiness.

2007-07-04T00:36:00.000+08:00

was damn pek chek tis evening.

was suppose to do my work, but i fell asleep.

so ya, woke up appox an hr later.

damn TL damn pek chek.

call-ed george.

due to all those pek chek-ness,

i was toking very very rude to george.

despite that, he smsed me asking whether i m fine.

n he came to my hse downstairs with meiji strawberry chocolate n hello kitty biscuit.

omg!!

really very tot-ful of him lor...

i m really *touched*!!!

thanks baby.

for tolerating my rubbish, my temper.

tks for being there. with my fav meiji chocolate n hello kitty!

2007-07-03T13:36:00.000+08:00

super disappointed with myself.
do things do half way onli....
n nw it caused even more trouble.
damn it!
super TL with myself arh!

2007-07-03T09:15:00.000+08:00

okie. i cld nt wake up tis morning.
wake up close to 8am n got a damn shock.
normally i wake up at 7.15am one mahs.
LOL.
the reason due to nt able to wake up tis morning...
is that i accompany george to his friend, val, birthday.
a couple of his cherry mobile collegues are there as well.
venue is located at JURONG EAST kbox.
okie. my 1st time to jurong entertainment centre. LOL.
i seldom go till so far ma~
anyway, had lots of fun yest. laughing, hearing them bullshit.
cannot tahan~
n i didnt knw george singing is nt too bad~!!!!
hahahahhaha.
so yah...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U VAL!!
(thru u nt reading this, but still wishes u)

i shall be off to relax. i really so shag in office nw!!!
my eyes are closing......

2007-07-02T11:03:00.000+08:00

in office nw.
sort of bored and went to c friendster.
kanna 'rub' in the morning already, but still so relax.
no choice, slacker word is found in my blood. hahhaa.
back to see-ing other ppl friendster.
i saw looking at one of the snk staff, jane friendster.
she upload a lot of her wedding pictures in.
seeing hw 'xing fu' n happy she n her hubby is....
i got a bit of 'chong dong' want to get married.

but getting married is not a childplay.
it is a very serious matter.
it is abt 2 person that love each other deeply and wanna to spend the rest of their life together.
it is also abt 2 person that want to start a family of their own.
so yah, it a big matter, heavy burden.
but think again,
wad the difference between getting married and be in a relationship?

get married seems more like a legal one, while r/s seem more like a illegal one.
LOL. in short, illegal to do sth wrong.
ok. tat is rubbish.
so nw, what does staying together in an r/s means den?
LOL.

2007-07-01T11:43:00.000+08:00

i miss.....
- crazy ktv nites...
singing till 3, 4am, still very high n still taking pics!!

- chilling nites...
with ppl like regine n nut... where we tok all abt r/s... EMO SHITS.
with ppl like jacky n eden... where we tok everything under the sun...

- peeps...
like regine nut & awol... it been a long while since i last saw them..
like jennifer.. my pri sch pal

- crazy birthday bash..
throwing cakes, running ard. so fun (but pls dont do it on me)

- not forgetting crazy clubbing nites...

i hate office hours. it it really making my life so damn boring, no life!!
attachment faster finish arh!!

2007-06-30T11:28:00.000+08:00

okie. sth very creepy happen in office yest.
i really hope is my illusion.
cos it is very very scary!!

well.......
got some suspects of who might tag.
but den again.
i hope that all are wrong!
dont wish to like 'wu lie' anyone lar...
n ya, i just felt this is a very childish act lor.
if 'no name' hates me so much...
y nt he/she just come n tok to me face to face?
i m very open comments..
and another tot lar,
if he/she got the balls to write here, y dont dare to say own name?
instead of putting wad no name?
i dont knw lar.
can u reveal urself?

ciaos to do work.
tis is a sat n i m still doing work!!!

2007-06-28T09:50:00.000+08:00

u often like to ask me.
'y did u wan to be with me? i m poor arh... blah blah blah'

well sweets...
being poor is nt an issue.
i dont mind going thru thick n thin together...
thru i will complain..
but in my heart i knw tis will always be the sweetest!
i dont mind sitting on ur bike...
despite getting my hair messy and flat..
but i felt tat it is sweet looking at ur back while u r riding...
and i knw u will always there to fetch me regardless of anything!
i dont mind going to bangkok...
even thru (as if) i got the chance to go paris...
cos i knw the trip to bangkok is all our hardwork of saving money together...
and spending money there together will nv be more happier!

baby,
being together is not about being rich or poor, handsome or pretty.....
it is all abt two people that start out as a fren, grown into lovers and eventually get married.
everything take 2 hands to claps...... just nw wad we are nw and 2 years back.
m very glad that 2 years back nw, we r still toking to each other....... n eventually had the chance to hold ur hands.
i not someone that is very sweet with words...
not someone that will wispher those sweets mushy words into ur ears....
but i m someone tat try to give u as much love as possible....
try to be there whenever u need me!
i love you baby! that for sure w/o a doubt.
u r my dearies, my sweets and my baby....
not only tat... u r my fren, my gd fren, my bestie, my listener, my driver and etc...
u rem? =)

(p/s: i think i m starting to sound more n more like those bimbo gals that always talk abt their bf non-stop. omg!)

2007-06-27T09:22:00.000+08:00

i think it nt a gd feeling bumping into your ex in a department store.
the feeling kinda weird... n i guess it sucks too.
i dont knw hw to describe it....
i just dont like tis feeling..
in case, u r curious, i bumped into mervin yesterday.
YES, i repeat MERVIN!
okies. enuff of him.
it all over.

on a happy side, today is EVELINE 11th birthday.
eveline is george younger sis.
yeah got her a gift and mayb a cake later. c hw lor.
but will be going over for celebration.
yeah!!!

okie. i gonna love george very very much.
he put up all my 'pretty' pics.
thanks man.
u shall get it frm me later!!!!

2007-06-26T10:03:00.001+08:00

went to funfair at bishan with dearie.
okie. i forced him to go. n ended is me not willingly to take any rides.
cos it seems too scary.
ended up we onli sat on the ferris wheels.
lots of pics taken. but mostly retarded. LOL.
tis is the best already:

okies. den we headed to woodlands for pasar malam.
okies. i didnt knw that ppl staying in woodlands dont like pasar malam till yest.
LOL. cos the pasar malam is damn empty. wrong move.
as we are heading to the carpark, dearie took my fone n we snapped this pic:
i didnt knw i was shorter den him by so much till i saw this pic.
okies fine. LOL.
snatch back my fone n forced him to take a pic himself with a twist!!
he said he look damn retarded and gay in the picture.
LOL.
funny lar.
i feel like laughing whenever i c the picture.
but overall okies lar.
he is still my sweet dearie.

okies. counting 4 more days till the release of x8.
dont get too upset dear.

n i shall better run 1st before mr george-ie come after me...... due to the pic!!

2007-06-25T10:50:00.000+08:00

i m wasting a lot of my weekends aways.
jobless, lazy to do work.
hahahaha.
lucky dearie is taking weekends off for next mth.
at least he can company me a little.

but everyday w/o fail he will come over after he end work.
after next week might nt have the chance le.
cos selling off bike le.
hais. kinda sad lar.

oh ya, went bike viewing with him yest.
according to his blog, the bike is call wad vtec1...
errr. after looking, i still dont seem to see the difference with other bike.
okie. in lynnie's logic, all bikes look the same.
so yah, sweets is quite temptated in getting in.
guess we shall postpone our bangkok trip.
if not, a big hole will appear in his pocket.

okies. i gonna have a bz week.
mon: funfair with baby
tues: meet lifang
wed: meet minn, angela, diana.
free on thurs n fri, anyone booking? LOL.
weekend shall be meeting my old fren, kenneth kwan.
i wonder if anyone does rem him.
LOL

ciao for the moments.

2007-06-24T10:58:00.001+08:00

dearie came over last night with tis....

MISSY DONUTS!!!
all the way from BUKIT PANJANG!!
haven taste it.. cos cant reveal the taste!!
but i knw it gonna be sweet!! =)

was toking to dearie last night.
n knw tat he finally decided to sell off his bike after much consideration.
n the end of this mth (30th) is when he really need to let go.
can tell dearie was sad, like duh, it is 1st ride afterall.
n yah, i cant seem to help him in anyway.... kinda useless lar.
so yah... i dont knw wad more shd i type.
i m also feeling sad abt it as well. LOL. dont ask me y.
=(
the love of dearie's life
ps to regine: no more ya ya already!!!!! LOL.

me n dearie decided we shall go bangkok again this year.
both of us actually happen to go to bangkok on the same dates last year.
exactly one year later nw, we are going again!
i guess more or less is cfm already...
cos his pretty gf (which is me!!!) wanna have some retail therphy.
LOL.....

ciaos for now.

2007-06-23T10:23:00.000+08:00

i always love using MR GEORGE friendster a/c n peep at her friendster.
starting, i still get pek chek n fed up for wad she write...
but nw, i just feel like laughing whenever i mn peep at it.
LOL.
but after thinking back, i shld nt be laughing at her.
i guess if anyone break up with the bf, cfm will be like tat.
i guess i will to. but i guess i wun write all those stuffs bah.
did i? did i nt? i dont rem. HAHA.
but seriously, i wishes her from the bottom of my heart to move on quick bah.
cos the extra sensitive MS LYNNIE will go crazy with her rubbish soon!!!
LOL.
but i really dont knw wad to do if she continue like tis...
slap her?? beat her?? punch her?? box her??
HELLOS HELLOS. i m a princess, cannot like tat lar..
LOL.

dont tok abt her already. hahaa.
MR GEORGE wishes to meet more of my frens...
hence we have supper with MS GLADYS & MS DIANA!!
went 126 at geylang. quite a fun nite with tons of rubbish...
i hope MR GEORGE do enjoy his company with my frens...
n MS GLADYS & MS DIANA also do enjoy the company of my bf ard...
it is always nice see-ing bf n frens mixing together.
i always like my bf to know more of my frens....
n also my fren to knw my bf!!
=)

mummy been asking me...
when i m going to bring MR GEORGE up for her to see...
sia lar... damn pai seh one lar...
not as if i m really getting married lor...
hw hw arh? LOL.

2007-06-21T10:42:00.000+08:00

i seriously wanna leave the past behind and move on with life...
why are u both keep bugging me?
cos of u, i m very shame of my past...
cos of u, i find it hard to move on...
why the two of u are bugging me?
i really wonder...
it been years since we are not together....
leave me a alone can?

seriously... been wondering... thinking...
IF i nv met sam in my life... hw wld i become now?
IF i nv met mer in my life... what will i become?
IF i m with george 2 yrs back... will i be more happier and xing fu?
IF IF IF IF IF...
if only i know the outcome like today.............

2007-06-20T09:03:00.001+08:00

fcuk!!!
i sprain my ankle if i m nt wrong.
cos i can feel the swollen-ness ard my joint part.
damn it!!
it onli in the early morning n this happen.
simply spolit my day.
fcuk fcuk fcuk fcuk fcuk!!!!

on a happier side, it my 1st mth with george!
okie. he was still slping like mins ago n was waken by me.
listening to me whine abt my leg.
thanks dear. <3
it is all these small lil things he does that really touched me!
like peanut butter in the morning, cheese fries in the night....
n not forgetting those liang teh when i m feeling heaty...
he always rem those small lil stuffs of me....
always be the one sitting there patiently to hear me whine...
always be the one looking at me yawn....
not forgetting he is always the one tat nv fails to brighten up my day!
i m nt gonna let him go (unless he did some unfaithful stuffs)...
so ya coleen.... u wait until next next next next next next (uncountable) lifes to be with george bah!!!
=)

2007-06-20T01:11:00.001+08:00

happy 1st mth!!!
<3s.
will more to come...

2007-06-19T14:30:00.000+08:00

u want to know sth so much,
but when u got the ans,
u regretted so much!!
sometimes life is just so cruel!!!!

felt like tearing..
but no tears is out!!
i'm too numb..
too numb to everything tat is ard...

i just wish to get free of all this!!

p/s: 'would you be there' is fake... no such thing will happen in one's life...

2007-06-19T10:51:00.000+08:00

ok. i didnt blog yest.
=(
was far too tired.
kept falling asleep in dearie rm. LOL.

sometimes i just felt tat i m a sub for her.
i dont knw why.
like everything we do, i ask, u done with her b4.
so wad nw.....
i trying to keep my tot in suspense, trying nt to think too much.
i hate thinking too much as well,
cos i guess i m afraid of the consquences.
it will be too hard a blow for me to handle i believe.
i knw u will be reading this.
i dont knw hw to tell u face to face tat y i m blogging all this down.
stop telling me nt to think too much, cos it possibly just dont work.
i dont doubt ur love for me. i dont doubt ur care for me.
but m i the one u thinking rite nw, every sec every min every hr every day?
or is it both her n me appearing in ur tot?

sometimes i just that there is a lot in ur tot,
but u just refuse to tell me anything
i dont knw y.
i m confused.
y cant u just tell me wad u r thinking?
is there anything that cannot be told to me or whatever?

pls let me knw.... i need some answers!!

2007-06-17T13:02:00.000+08:00

<3 bought my fav cheese fries over last night.
due to i m having a huge craving for it.
thanks <3!!
=)

i really miss holidays!!!
still got like 4 more mths to my oct holiday.
damn it. still so long...
i m trying to save up nw.
so i cld go on holiday in oct!!
i hardly cant wait.
even if it is onli a small malaysia trip, i wun nt mind.
even if it is gonna cost me a bomb, i wun nt mind also.
i just wish to get out of sg n have more fresher air pls.
life in sg is too stress already!
=(

on an irrevelant note,
it is like counting down 2 mth to my 20th birthday.
the big fat 2 is reaching me too fast too furious.
n i m getting a lot more sensitive this yr with regard to age.
think nt going to celebrate tis yr. n ya I MEAN IT.
every yr got too much disappointment. n i m sick of it.
so ya, might as well dont celebrate.
but if u all got intention of giving me a surprise, i wun nt mind.
LOL. =p

okies. shall be off to complete some stuffs for tml meeting.
yah... Monday = Meeting.
i having half day afternoon off to meet <3.
hope the meeting will nt bug into my off!!
=)

2007-06-16T18:56:00.000+08:00

jalan kayu with <3 last night.
enjoyable trip with love.
simply love him.
=)

2007-06-15T15:47:00.000+08:00

imagine some indians.
like prob 3 or 4.
looking at u.
below the tummy.
at my legs.
n just happen i m wearing a skirt..
n there are some wind blowing..
my skirt is a bit flying....

DAMN IT.
I FELT MOLESTED K!!!
I SHALL SWEAR N CRUSE THAT THEIR EYEBALLS R GONNA POP OUT LIKE FISHBALLS!!!
DAMN INDIANS.
I HATE THEM!!

2007-06-15T09:00:00.000+08:00

fcuk.
i just realise that it been a yr since we broken off.
right at the dot.
damn him.

y after one yr den he come tell me all this bull-craps?
u make me so depressed, disappointment... all those shits..
den when i moved on with my life...
happy n contented with my life nw!! w george in it!!!
den u gif me all these craps?
wad actually do u wan?

i long-ed so much for ur return half a yr back.
prob 3/4 of the yr.
but den all u gif me so muhc of disappointments..
i waited in vain..
for u to really change n be back...
but den it was all disappointment...
i dont wish to have any more disappointments!!

i m very happy with george nw!!
he care n love me as much as u do... or even more den u.
cos he really knw hw to dote me and cherish me..
unlike u.
MERVIN... u r the past already.
and u cant be present anymore!!

2007-06-15T00:11:00.000+08:00

14 june 06.
both of us decided is it best nt to be together.
due to so many reasons.
despite all those sadness...
pleading and begging...
u so hard-hearted said tat we cld nt be together.
u ownself even almost got a gf.
den i realise ur 'wait for me. i will change for u' is all fake.
u ownself even told me to move on... dont wait for u.

den y r u like tat now?
trying to make me feel regret...
wad do u actually wan?

i seriously dont wish to look back.
i m very happy and contented with my life nw!
ur place has already been removed.
even if i can put it back, it wun nt be the same anymore.
all this is being said by u in the past.
y cant u rem it urself nw?
pls leave me alone....

2007-06-14T10:03:00.000+08:00

ok.
i m suppose to be at hm...
still slping at this time...
but den..
the stupid me...
forgetten it my half day morn off!!!
damn it...
i woke up 7... preparing and stuffs..
thinking that somethign is very amiss..
while i m make up-ing..
i realise IT WAS MY HALF DAY MORN OFF!!!
hais...
damn it!!!

2007-06-14T00:52:00.000+08:00

just got back from geylang with george n gang..
shld be ub MOS or St James..
but it been either cancelled... or nv call..
LOL.

the ride frm eka hse to wang jiao dim sum..
something happen..
AN ACCIDENT happen like just rite in front of me n george..
OMG!!!
i was looking at the bike for one moment..
and the next moment i saw it was on the floor...
it was a minor one... so not bloody..

but i guess it really SHOCKED me badly..
i cld not rem the extract facts... or it was shock till forgetten..
but heard frm george & wayne that the bike is unable to stop in time..
hence resulted in this..

although it happened like 1 hrs ago..
but the image of it is still appearing in my mind...
seriously, i m afraid!!

GEORGE PLS BE MORE CAREFUL ON THE ROAD!!!

p/s: i hope i cld slp well tonight. i'm scare!!

2007-06-13T12:10:00.000+08:00

'Forget his name, forget his face,
Forget his kiss and warm embrace.
Forget the time you spent together.
Forget it all he is gone forever.

Forget the fact that he once cared,
Forget the love that he once shared.
Forget his love that once was true,
Remember now there is someone new.

Forget you cried all night long,
Forget him when they play your song.
Forget how close you once were.
Remember how he chose her.

Forget you memorized the way he walked.
Forget the way that he talked.
Forget the times he made you mad.
Remember how he made you feel so sad.

Forget the thrills when he said, Hi!
Forget the times he made you cry.
Forget the way he said your name.
Remember now he is not the same.

Forget you saw him yesterday.
Forget his gentle and teasing way.
Forget the things you had planned to do.
Remember now he is not with you.

Forget the times that went so fast.
Forget it all it is in the past.
Forget he said, I'll leave you never.
Remember now he is gone forever.

Forget the past that I once knew.
Forget it all leave it too.
Cause he no longer loves me.....
He loves you...'

since that the case... pls kindly forget den.
can u stop dragging n dragging?
i think it really irritated me n george..

2007-06-13T09:13:00.000+08:00

yest was daddy birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!
=)

life will never gd without u in it..
being the sweetest bf i can find..
waking me up early in the morning...
send me to work..
n not forget to mention..
peanut butter bread for breakfast!!!
there is no one else that do this for me...
thanks sweets.
love ya.

2007-06-12T09:14:00.000+08:00

okie.
blogging in the office.
very tired and quite bored u see.

well, actually nothing in particular to blog abt.
trying to act busy u see.
LOL.
funny arh?

been questioning myself these few days.
do i really deserve such a gd & nice guy beside me a not?
he often say dont think too much.
but somehw i just feel i dont worth it for him.
okie. i mayb be thinking too much.
i hope i nt thinking too much yea.
after all,
i still love u sweets.
i knw u will be reading this.

=)

2007-06-12T02:02:00.000+08:00

i love u mr georgie. <3

p/s: look at my date!!!

2007-06-11T08:55:00.000+08:00

it was like funny hw i knw him 2 yrs back.
n it nv occur to me that we r together 2 yrs later.
haha.

it was oso like funny when our frens, wayne n lifang, is trying to like make things for us work..
but ended up wayne n lifang got together..
hahaha...

it was like funny (again??!!) that the both of us went one big round...
and eventually we end up together..
hahaha...

is this wad they call fate?
or everlasting love?

2007-06-10T18:23:00.000+08:00

is it true that when one is in a relationship, one must devote every single second of his/her time to the partner?
den y must still classify people as their bestie..
when u cant even be with them when they need u the most..

so now... wad does the word bestie means?

2007-06-09T10:43:00.000+08:00

okie.
after the night out with george, wayne and eka, it came to my realise that bike might be safer den car at times...
LOL.
i rather i take the bike, although i m scare of it, but entrust my life to someone i trust..
rather den take the car, thru not scare, but to a driver tat is so dangerous!!!!
LOL.

saturday 10.46am
p/s: this is the 100th post of my blog.

2007-06-08T20:21:00.000+08:00

someone testi:

' hello,so how ur bike, got it back le ma? must be careful ya, bring ur bike for inspection to ensure its at it best con when u riding ya.....safty is inmportant cos u not alone le as u have her le k....take care! '

if this testi is from someone that is like ur bf fren, it seems okie.
if this testi is from someone tat happen to be ur bf ex gf, it doesnt seem rite now.

i seriously dont need all these fucking no cheng yi de concern from her.
i dont need it i dont want it.
i dont knw abt george.... but seriously i cant stand it.

mayb i m over sensitive...
but den dont ever doubt me!!!

2007-06-07T08:51:00.000+08:00

TIRED TIRED TIRED.
it is killing me.

FAT FAT FAT.
is killing me as well.

omg. hw hw hw?
DIE ALREADY LAR.

on an irrevelant notes...
i been eating chips for the whole of yesterday.
n i guess it n result in heatiness overcoming me.

okie. i knw. MR GEORGE-IE is gonna kill me soon..
i better run!!!

thursday 070607 9:01am

2007-06-06T08:52:00.000+08:00

looking at someone's blog early in the morning is no gd at all.
indeed goosebumps are a very scary disease... n I M SCARE!!!
LOL.
but den i have to say i m quite touch after looking at his blog.
despite i m laughing like crazy.

'when u irritate me, u r damn irritating.
but when u r sweet to me, u r too sweet to resist'

i m very happy rite nw. w u ard.
like lifang say:
i haven been seeing u smiling like tat for a long time already.

despite the fact u r very naggy, forcing me to take ur bike, eat medicine...
LOL.
u r a very nice guy which i dont wish to lost..

welll...... i feeling too cold after i m reading wad i m typing. LOL.
shall end the post with: i <3 u dearie

wednesday 060607 9.03am

2007-06-05T09:09:00.000+08:00

quoted by someone friendster:

"Luv start wif a smile,grows wif a kiss n end in a tear..which is so true becoz i guess those who all luv must part, when thing been wrong for so long n lettin go is the best.. knowing tat u r happy with her i be happy n content le..."

due to my backside itchness, i went to her friend n i saw tis.
1st reaction was: WTF??!!
okie. mayb this got nth to do with me..
but i dont feel gd after seeing this.

c'mon on lar.
if u r being dump-ed by him, i m still cool with it.
but den, u r one tat cheated on him and u still give all these kind of bullshit/craps. is like WTF lor.
wad do u actually wan?
sms-ing those 'fake' sincerce msg... fake sending msg to wrong person.
u trying to get him back?
NO WAY MAN.
u wun get it.
i seriously opt u to GET A LIFE MAN!!!

i dont knw hw to continue blogging this.
shld nt get so angry in the morning as well.
ciaos.

tuesday 05/06/07 9.24am

2007-06-04T09:17:00.000+08:00

nw is monday 9.17am!!
counting down less den 10 hrs n i can c my dearie already!
hardly can wait...

on an irrelevant notes, i feel like burning nw citycab.
on-called in yesterday and the cab went away driving me.
i m damn late for my work already u knw.
damnn it.
nw i cant seem to call in to the cust service side.
it is so irritating...
shld not be so angry early in the morn.

on a happiler side, i finally found a vest which i really like.
shall show pic when i have the time!!!

gonna do work nw.
gtg. ciaos.

2007-06-03T23:23:00.000+08:00

counting one more day till u r back...
hardly can wait...
so much to tell u..
so much wanting to u.....

2007-06-01T22:43:00.000+08:00

if u r curious abt the mars n venus on the previous previous post...
this is the answer...
copy and paste frm eden's blog:

this was wad happened outside harbourfront centre just now.......
jacky : is tat mars? (pointing to the sky)
me : eh.. there's one more over there is that venus?
lynn : ya.. got alot leh!!
jacky : wa lau.. no la.. its the ball-like structure lighting on the cable car wires!!!!!!!

all of us burst out laughing! wat a joke sia.. so silly of us to ever think we can see mars in s'pore. i can even say venus!!! wad the heck! lolz...... :D

2007-06-01T22:23:00.000+08:00

i m pretty tired....
tired till the extend that i fall asleep in front of my lappy like a few mins back...
really tired...
guess i need more rest....

seriously dont knw wad to blog...
yea... everyone, everything seem to disappoint me again n again...
i dont knw...
i dont knw wad have i done wrong...
or whatever....
i dont knw dont wish to think...
dont wish dont wish dont wish...
kill me pls!!!!

on a happily note: he is back in 3 days times... cant wait!!!

2007-06-01T00:27:00.000+08:00

there is sth damn wrong with dates of the entry..
n i cant seems to be able to change it.
damn it!!!

hahhaa...
on an irrelvant notes...
i starting to qns myself..
m i making myself too bz or wad?
y do i seem to be left off?

okie. mayb i think too much ya.
off to bed.

2007-05-31T11:58:00.000+08:00

didnt went to ZOUK in the end.
me eden jacky was sitting at mac inside the harbourfront centre and oso outside the harbourfront centre. chatting n chatting n chatting is all wad we do.
hahahhaa.
pretty fun. we can tok non -stop.
n we ended the day with the joke of the day.
mars and venus. LOL.
cant wait till the next time i m gonna chill out with them
=)

today is a public holiday.
finally i can get some rest after so long.
if nt i can feel that i m going to collaspe soon ya.
but a ph isnt fun w/o him ard.
=(
shall stop grumbling as he is gonna to be in 4 DAYS TIMES...... hardly can wait....

2007-05-30T08:53:00.000+08:00

okie. i been blogging everyday. LOL.
i think tis is due to... someove <3 nt in sg....
he shall be back to read all these...
but i guess he shld knw i m doing... as i been calling him.
LOL.

ARGH!!! wanna type sth but my mind went blank.
LOL.
too early in the morning will cause brain dead n is always happens to me this way.
hahahhaa.
but i will rem that i m going to ZOUK tonight!!!
happy~!
will be meeting up with long long no see de fren like eden jacky and all......
but i m feeling so sleepy so tired now.
shall c hw later.....

in office nw. shall do some work.
n c if there is anything for me to blog on later.

counting down 5 more days to c at the arrival hall!!!! <3s

2007-05-29T13:51:00.000+08:00

REALLY REALLY HATE U!!!!
HATE U HATE U HATE U HATE U HATE U HATE U HATE U HATE U HATE U HATE U
HATE U HATE U HATE U HATE U HATE U HATE U HATE U HATE U HATE U HATE U
DAMN U.

SEE-ING U REALLY SPOILT MY MOOD.
but den i must ta han....
TA HAN TILL SEPT...
I CAN DO IT!!!!!!

2007-05-29T10:50:00.000+08:00

i didnt have a gd slp last night.
wake up at every hr to check if george call.
guess i miss-ed him too much...
HAIS.

i promised him tat i will take gd care of myself.
but i didnt.
i'm sry. =(

i shall nv allow him to go holiday anymore.
cos it will be too terrible for me to miss him so much....

counting down 6 more days for u to be back.

2007-05-28T23:35:00.000+08:00

i am pretty bored nw.
i think is due to bf nw in sg to tok to me and also no one seems to be online as well. everywhere seems so lonely and empty. everyone is like so bz with own stuffs... n is me... yah... too free. very bored. haven been doing anything productive at all. or does missing george-ie counts sth as productive? haha. i am very bored till........... i think ppl sense i m typing rubbish as well.

somehow i getting sick of the attachment. due to some reasons which i dont wish to say here. no mood to type abt it, no mood to say abt it. i just need to TA HAN TA HAN n also TA HAN. i guess the others feel the same as i do. somehw some ppl i just cant stand. if she is having some fucking prob with who-ever in the family or sth, pls fucking stop affecting ppl ard her man!! damnn it. stop asking yourself till u r the most ke lian one ok? argh. enuff of her man.

i m missing more den words can say as each days pass. i cant wait till the day when u r back n i believe i gonna hug u tight at the arrival hall if i get the chance too. thru no call n nt much sms today, i still love and miss u as much as i did. faster come back pls.

2007-05-28T15:45:00.000+08:00

I COULD NOT HELP IT..
i could not stop missing u...
i could not stop thinking of u...
i could not stop loving u...

I COULD NOT FIND MYSELF NOT SINKING DEEPER N DEEPER INTO YOU...

7 more days till u r back...
times passes so slow..
HURRY UP PLS.

2007-05-27T21:01:00.000+08:00

just got back frm KL like a few hrs...
tis trip to KL is definately fun n interesting...
and not forgetting i learn a lot of things...
cfm worthwhile...

during this trip... i saw quite a few of CI...
all was like quite fun... younger den me tat for sure..
it really make me feel that i am very fortunate...
having good ears that can be listen too...
not forgetting to mention the hetty medical fees that the parents need to pay...
=(
i think there is tis channel 8 9pm show that is starting on 29th of may...
showing all these unfortunate children....
i gonnna tear if i watching that show.
=(

but den i have to say...
i enjoy the shopping much more den anything else..
despite the fact that i didnt get much stuff...
expect for a very very special gift for a very special people..
didnt manage to get much pressie back for ppl...
so ya... sorry.
=)

i do feel tat i m glad to be back alive...
due to some events happen in the night which i dont feel like blogging abt...
but den... is pretty sad that someone is not ard nw...
not ard to share joy with me... pretty bored arh.
tahan one week n he will be back.......

counting down 8 more days for u to be back...
missing u so much....

2007-05-26T09:31:00.000+08:00

the time nw is 09.34am.... will be leaving in 6 hrs time...
thru it is onli a 2days 1 night trip.. ma chiam like chalet....
but i will miss u guys.. my khakis, besties and whoever...

tis trip is a biz trip... there will be a lot of things to learn...
i hope i will be able to absorb everything in...
*prays*

next week when i back...
gonna be a bz week with many things to complete...
hope i managed to struggle thru....
so sad.. he wun be my side... =(

okie.....
i leaving nw to meet him and den to the airport...
wish me bon vonage... n have fun man!!!
LOL. miss u guys...
especially 'U'...

2007-05-25T11:45:00.000+08:00

happiness. <3

2007-05-24T13:52:00.001+08:00

thanks for shower-ing so much love.
thanks for all the love tat u gave.
thanks for concern tat u give me.
thanks for coming from bukit batok to toa payoh (my hse) and back to marsiling (ur hse).
am really thanks glad to be with u.

i hope we can be together always.
cant wait till u r back on the 4th of june when we can go out, like so finally.

2007-05-22T09:32:00.000+08:00

it been a while since i last blogg-ed.
basically there is nothing much to blog abt either. LOL.

sch re-open on the 23rd and it started my MP/FYP/SIP whichever u say it. cos i myself is not very sure either. attachment was an eternal one. and all i can say is that the company is GREAT. too good to be true man. i will be away tis weekends to KL on an biz trip. everything expect my own shopping expenses is paid my company. TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE RITE? lol. there is really a lot of learning opportunity here and they teaches us really a lot. really love it here. but just a little stress. =)

regards relationship...........
me n the ntu guy and broken up. we could not click lar. the both of us is very different. expections for each others are different. hence we choose to end tis. if u r asking me m i sad a not.... well i guess i will just tell u if i m nt sad i will nt be lynn already. LOL. but definately not the end of the world. hahaa. i really glad that there is another person tat is by my side companying me and all.
HAHAHAA. u wun not knw. tis guy is tat guy tat tried to woo me 2 yrs ago and he didnt got the chance. but den 2 yrs back nw, when the both of us r healing our wounds.... sparks do occurs and currently we are together. hahahaaa. quite surprising huh? LOL. if u r really curious to knw abt him, give u a hint. hahhaa. he is frm hubber (guess?) and he tried to woo me during my full-time with samuel and kevin. guess yourself. =p.

on the other note, i gotta my lappy. it is the SONY VAIO C IN PINK!!!!!! must really thanks for daddy. 2.3k. but shiokz lar. i really happy and really happy!!!!!!! LOL. so happy. dreams come true........ hahahaha. on an irrelavant notes, i m pretty angry that the sony salesman tat attended to me actually took my number frm my warrantely card and msg me!!!! kinda angry lar, but wad to do? i cant really do anything. si bei sians lor.
u knw wad? i msg tat damn guy to ask him whether i still need to go online to resigter for my warrantely card....... u knw wad the ans? he say that still need. den wad the pt of writting the warrantely card? DAMN HIM!!! george told me to be careful as the warrantely card as there are my ADDRESS N IC NUMBER on it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! damn it.

okie.... i m inside the office and shld nt be so angry. guess i need to continue on my work before my bossy scream at me. LOL. will update again soon.

p/s: i cant wait till thursday to come as i m meeting up with angela diana and siminn.
p/ss: i cant wait till saturday to come as i will be taking SQ flight to KL.
p/sss: i m very sad as my bf is flying off on sunday and i will not be in time to send him off.
p/ssss: he will be leaving for a weeek and i gonna be lonely.
p/sssss: i cant wait till 4 of june when my bf is back.
p/ssssss: i kinda forget hw does mervin looks like nw? LOL.

2007-04-03T12:24:00.000+08:00

it been long since i last blogged.
think no one even cares or in other case no one even bother to come into this same little space of mine.
LOL.

life been good, despite the fact tat i took a supp paper.
but well.... everything is still fine.
for the past few weeks.
supper-ing almost everynight with khakis like shihui n diana.
my supper khakis. LOL.
soon i will turn fat man. =(
must cut down already.
hahahhaa.
last week was damn fun.
ktv on tues till 4am n mos on wed. LOL.
but it turns into sadness for me. hahhaa.
i m dead sick. till nw.
hahaha.
been mc-ing.
think soon my boss wanna sack me already.
the highest no of mc rate. but den again. no choice wad.
hahaa.

currently in an relationship with a ntu guy.
well.... i dont knw hw long we cld last for wad.
it been a mth we got together.
cld nt really say anything.
he is nt in any way similar to mervin.....
erm...
have to admit lar. i still tot of mervin....
loser i knw.
been changing already...
sometimes bo bian ma.
like i take supp tat day. i msg him ask him wish me gd luck.
he did reply me. i really appreciate it.
mayb as a fren bah.
dont knw lar....
relationship tis kind of thing very hard to say one lor.
if he will come back, den i will accept him back...
if he nv come back, den i will have to accept the fact tat he is gone lar.....
well well well... i m fine. very very fine....

seriously i dont knw wad to blog.
is just tat i m too boring at the moment dont knw wad to do..
den came to disturb the peace of tis small lil place of mine...
LOL...
update another time!!

2007-02-19T21:10:00.000+08:00

there nth much for me to update...
tis yr is totally different..
feelings, mood, environment..
sians bah i can say...

pieces of u r still founded everywhere..
y cant u leave me alone..
hais.
i really need to move on...
hais.
like wad my relative say..
same surname cannot be together..
so wad if we last forever..
shi bu hui you xin fu de..
plus somemore still will hai next generation..
=(

SIANS!!!

2007-02-05T02:32:00.001+08:00

pek chek pek chek n still pek chek.
i blaming myself for being so weak..
i dont dare to voice out...
i blaming myself for being so fragile..
cos i tear-ed...

sometimes when u think u r strong..
but actually u are nt.
u tear-ed at the slightest things tat happen.
when everythings go so worng..
u cry..
treating it like rain washing everything off.

but it is not doing any good.
cos u will just continue crying n crying...
and get a breakdown...

tis is hw i m feeling rite nw....

2007-01-25T12:57:00.000+08:00

sad-ed sad-ed sad-ed.
those words pierce thru my mind.
m i the one tat change him into this state?
y must he say till like tat?
'even i m with her nw, i wun do those things to her...
i wun wan to do those things anymore... '
so wad i m to him?
a toy? or wad?
i need some ans!

2007-01-25T12:30:00.000+08:00

the tot of seeing him again nv came thru my mind.
the tot of being with him again after 5,6 years nv came thru my mind as well.
the tot of him will like me again n wanna start afresh nv came thru my mind.
so many of nv come true my mind.
but i decided to try it again.
seeking for those kind of feelings frm him.
some ppl congrates, some ppl object.
thanks the ppl tat congrates.
ppl tat object i got no comments.
i dont knw tis will last nt, prehaps nt.
but well....
i like the feeling of being in love.
even thru he might nt the one tat i really love,
but i like the feeling of being pamper by ppl.
i m cheap i knw, but who cares?
as long as i live my life happy... nothing else matters...

2007-01-18T17:06:00.000+08:00

"i wun forget the past. seriously i regret for nt cherishing u. if i can turn back or if u can gif me a chance, i promise i will nt let it happen all over again. but den i knw, everything is too late. i nt trying to act ke lian saying all this, i meant everyone single word but i nt asking for a second chance, cos i knw everything is impossible.i thanks u for loving n taking care of me during tat one yr. thru nt together le, but i wun forget everything u have done. the cheese hot dogs, the day u came my hse to visit me when i sick n whatever. all these are part of memories..... well u r a great guy i must say. really thanks for all those wonderful memories. everything will be kept in my heart..move on with life.... i hope u n her can be together will deepest sincerity frm my heart. no need to worry abt me. i guess i will be fine. w/o tears, no asthma attack will happen.... u take care lots..... =)"

2007-01-17T01:55:00.000+08:00

as i m looking thru ur friendster...
tears rolled down my cheeks...
i realised hw foolish n stupid i m....
still loving u...
tot u suffer as much as i do..
but den....
u enjoy more den i suffer....
i m foolish!

2007-01-15T02:31:00.000+08:00

well.. always tot i have a strong side..
but i do have my emo side as well.
act-ed strong as usual.
but to be frank, i tear-ed a little while toking to diana just nw.
ya, abt ry.

well.. tis is wad we call fate bah.
something which we cant prevent it frm coming...
wad needs to come will always come...
but at least i must try to do sth...

tot thru a little...
cherish ppl tat r beside u nw... tat impt!
no matter wad happens, i wanna do whatever i can do to prevent whatever tat is coming next... i dont wish to lose another person... =(

rest in peace ry...
memories of u will be keep in the deepest area of heart...
u will be greatly rem by me~!

2007-01-14T12:04:00.000+08:00

well... life is really unpredicable (i knw spelling error).
i tot he has already recover...
but the next time i knw is tat they are telling me he left with 2 days....
and now... wad i knw is he passed away....
nothing could explain hw i m feeling...

he a nice fren.. i dont deny.
those sec sch moments i wun forget.
he the one tat call me pufferfish...
he the one tat pinch hard on my cheeks whenever he saw me...
hais...

well.... i dont knw hw to say...
lost of words...
mayb an advise: cherish everyone in front of u, b4 it too late.
hais.

any one knw of TAN RUO YANG..
pls visit him for the last time at Blk 10H Braddell View...
from nw till tues.....

2007-01-12T12:44:00.000+08:00

well... still sick. hais.
it a long illness... which will nv be recover.
doc always say when u grow older u will be better...
but den... it still the same...

to u ppl... u might think is just flu n cough...
y i make it till so tong ku like tat...
to u all, it might seem normal..
but to me... actually is nt...
a small flu or cough... could actually lead to my death!!

i nt joking.
since younger, i have a breathing system smaller den anyone else.
on top of it, i have asthma as well.
whenever i m down with flu or cough, my breathing system will block.
n when i block, i will have diffculty in breathing...
it will lead to asthma. hais..

just a small illness... i need to c the doc for like 3,4 times..
n mc for like 4,5 days...
well... used to it can le...

still rem when i was like 4 years old tat time..
high fever, flu, cough plus the blockage...
almost die...
but heng... nv lor..

tis time rnd... w/o my mum ard to take care of me..
i finally feel some sense of father love which i nv appreciate b4...

n well...
i need to use inhaler... hais.
better take lots of care myself....
n well... no more cold water... erm... shld be less of cold water...
hais.

time for a rest....

2007-01-10T13:24:00.000+08:00

sick sick sick....
but i m happy! LOL.
at least he do cares.... hahaha.

i resign frm baleno kingdom(s) pte ltd already.
wondering when i joined baleno rite? LOL.
baleno n snk is under the same company. LOL.

anyway, found a new job already.
working under estee lauder companies under the brand origin.
ya... hope i have fun n enjoy working there.
lol.

too sick to continue.......... haha.

2007-01-03T18:47:00.001+08:00

zen: u come wisma to do display... shun bian c lynn huh?
he: *smiles*

wad does tat damn smiles means?